Will Power
"..You will only be as weak
as you let them.."
- Paraphrasing from my best friend
Finding myself to be strong mentally is not only challenging but rather compelling. I find myself at loss sometimes because my will becomes weak. I find things to be easily overriden when I am surrounded by it.. & what I mean this is, I can easily be manipulated into something I'm not & that's a great weakness of mine.
They say weaknesses should be promoted as strengths, so today I promote this urge. To be SELF-CONTAINED, to understand what to say by THINKING clearly, by UNDERSTANDING my rights, by excellent PREPARATION, by SEEING through multiple views (not just my own), and by PURSUING a complete mother figure.
A complete mother figure is to be able to "hold down" everything properly. It includes responsibility within my own reach, within my son's reach and within my family's. It's by providing and respecting those who love and care for you, AND to take blame for unreasonable action, and rather than dwell on it, FIX IT.
Why?
Because as long as your honest with yourself, you can reach anything. But failure is only a lesson. Lessons must be taken seriously and cannnot be repeated. Repeated failures result in a loss. Nobody would want to lose a person valuable as much as they care for them, right? So our failures need to be fixed, not only fast but also clean, neat, and with an honest approach.
The last thing anybody would ever want is to lie to themselves. Once you start, you'll never be happy even if you do achieve that goal you intended. So today and forevermore, I have the WILL POWER to accomplish my goals for a promising life with my son. He WILL have a structured, loving relationship with me and I will EARN the proper order I deserve.
